Thursday, January 08, 2009

Gentle Reader:
I've been a big fan of Pastor John Piper's Advent Poems for several years now. Each year for the past dozen, I have been blessed to be able to read one or more to the congregation of my church during our Christmas Program. This year I was disappointed to find that Pastor Piper took a sabbatical from writing a poem for each Sunday in Advent, and instead treated his church to a rendition of a cycle that he did several years ago.

Not having a great deal of common sense, I decided to give Advent Poem writing a try for myself. I have a new-found respect for John Piper, let me tell you! I can't even imagine cranking multiples of these things out in a single month.

Contrary to my anticipations, I found that this is actually a pretty difficult genre of poetry to write. I am one of those old-fashioned guys who think that poetry should actually be readable and understandable to everyone, and don't really like the ones that don't restrain themselves to some sort of metrical system. Fourteen verse stanzas, where every two lines end in rhyme (AA,BB,CC,DD,EE,FF,GG) is really hard! But it was fun, and I hope that you enjoy it.

BTW, please, let's not annoy Pastor Piper with this, OK? He is the King of this stuff, and I don't want to risk incurring his wrath!

-Pastor John Ford,
January 8, 2009






The Cloak

Pastor John Ford
2009-2011

 

The dawn broke cold that Autumn morn,
It’s light still masked and grey, forlorn.
This prison dank, devoid of light,
For hours yet would seem like night.
The jailor’s steps from down the hall
Cut through Paul’s fog as each footfall
Came nearer to his door and he
Could hear him fumbling with the keys.
Would this time be like dozens hence,
When Paul had hoped against good sense
To hear the voice of his faith- son
Dear Timothy the hoped-for one,
Who’d bring the things from which Paul prayed
He’d gain some comfort and some aid?


 


Each time before had brought distress,
And hope had turned to bitterness,
As footsteps waxed but then would wane,
And each day brought the same refrain.
First comfort, joy, then hope itself
Despaired of Paul. His failing health
Rushed toward him even as his fellows
Deserted him for greener meadows.
Just Luke, and one Onesiphorus
Remained with him and in one chorus,
Encouraged Paul, “Keep faith alive.
“Surely for you God will strive.”
So on Paul prayed and wrote, expounded
The Word to churches he had founded.


 


So much to do in one short season!
So much to write, so much to reason.
How now can he presume to watch
What he can’t see, or hear or touch?
The men in whom he once depended
To mentor flocks and keep them tended,
Have late, along the wayside fallen,
Abandoned faith, forsaken calling.
Paul’s doubts rush in; he prays them cease,
And asks that faith and strength increase.
His own counsel ought he heed:
“And sober-minded always be,
Endure suffering, in Christ Persist,
Ever being the Evangelist.”


 


Each evening now hints winter’s blow,
Chill nightly whispers, ebbs and flows.
Frost on the sill is each morn’s tiding,
His flesh and marrow cold abiding.
To Troas Paul’s thought often rolls,
To Carpus’ home and to those scrolls,
Vouchsafed with friend, and in whose care
He left The Cloak he longs to wear.
“Oh where the son of my right hand?
Timothy haste that I might stand,
Yet in the place that God appointed
Exhorting and teaching His anointed.”
But scrolls he needs are back in Greece.
And that…. Cloak. As warm as virgin fleece,


 


Takes up so much now of his thought.
Paul does not know, in fact, cannot,
Why such an old and faded coat,
Tugs at his heart, and lump in throat,
Seek comfort in that faded scarlet
Tattered, stained, and worn out corselet.
Once the garb of King or Prelate,
Now cast off to jail-bound inmate.
His mind rewinds three decades since,
That time by welcome Providence,
Another Jailor, different cell
In Philippi once wished him well,
Bestowed The Cloak, then brighter hue,
Though stubborn-stained, and pier-ced through.


 


The token of his great esteem
To Paul for rescue, when a dream
Was shattered as the earth did quake,
Jail cells split ope, and fearing prison break,
The guard despaired, sought his own death;
But then heard Paul’s exclaim-ed breath,
And found life instead forevermore.
He took Paul home and bid him pour
Life-Water on his household too,
Guard’s family saved, with grace infused.
And since he had no wealth to share,
But saw that Paul had naught to wear,
He passed on what he treasured dear,
The Cloak his father once averred,


 


Had graced a King, who for a time
Walked on the earth in fame sublime,
But had been found an enemy
Of those He sought to serve, and he
Was brought before a Priestly Court
And there condemned, and forced the short
Way up to Rome’s Prelate, who then
Condemned the King for fear of men.
Then Mocked and jeered by crowd gone wild,
Was tortured, beaten and reviled.
The father conscripted to join his Guard,
Cast lots for the garments he'd discarded.
The jailor’s father thought luck invoked
The winning of condemned King’s cloak,

 


But ‘twas Providence instead that day
Made Jailor’s father take away,
The cloak that graced God’s condemned Son,
And purposed Paul would be the one
To wear the coat though unaware,
It once had graced his Savior there.
For had he known, Paul would have shied
From such tribute, and would have cried,
“Lord no, not I, for certainty
I am the least; it can’t be me.
The one who grieved, and hurt thy Church,
Should never wear what once did gird
The Lord, oh no, not I.” But God
Did not regard Paul’s selection odd.


 


Upon the gibbet Christ was hoist,
The people jeered, their hatred foist.
But heaven praised this Condemned One.
King of the Jews, and Heaven’s Son,
With earthquake, lightning, dark at noon.
Smoke filled sky and chok-ed moon.
The sound as Veil rent filled the air-
Wondrous things, the Guard saw there.
Graves fell open, and once more walked
The dead about and God’s praise talked,
Miracles numbered in such amount,
Guard’s baffled mind, could not account.
No pagan god gave comfort, succor,
And Heaven mocked their wooden stupor.


 


These things he feared to share with kin,
For the shame he felt at his own sin,
To revile, then kill this King, this God,
Made him despise where he had trod.
All he’d say of Cloak now hallowed,
“It once graced a King, on his walk to the gallows.”
The Way of that King he did try for awhile,
But he couldn’t get past his self-loathing and guile.
In the end he died broken, and passed without wealth;
No riches, no land, in the end losing health.
He gave as endowment The Cloak to his son,
Not revealing the casting of lots it had won,
Not divulging the secrets of God seen that day,
Or his brief, unproductive walk in The Way.


 


Now here sits Paul not knowing this tale,
Awaiting the cloak before Winter’s first gale.
‘Tis strange his affection for that worn old garment,
It tugs at his heart so, its lack brings him torment.
Why should he care so? Why yearn for its touch?
What about it compels him to want it so much?
What mystery the peace when he’s in it restrained?
Why knows he so well its pattern of stain?
How so is the nearness of Christ in that textile?
A closeness not felt since his wilderness exile,
Where Jesus himself trained Iscariot’s true heir,
Calling Paul the Apostle to the Gentiles while there,
The Fellowship then, ‘tween the Lord and this Paul,
Is somehow the same as he feels in that shawl.


 


Footsteps pause now beyond his cell's door.
A key turns the lock, and guard ventures forth.
Behind him impatient is Paul's gospel-son,
Who pushes forth and toward Paul runs.
His arms are open, with tear-stained face,
He gathers Paul in his embrace.
“Father here at last I’m come,
I’ve brought the scrolls and the whole sum
Of what you asked, I’ve brought to you.”
“The Cloak?” croaks Paul. “I’ve brought that too,”
Says Timothy, I did not know
It meant so much until you wrote,
Although I’ll pledge that at its touch,
My heart did thrill so very much.”


 


“I can’t explain,” the Apostle told
His Protégé, “why such an old
Coat keeps me more than merely warm,
Its touch shields even inward storm.
Though men desert me, leave me here,
Somehow that Cloak makes Christ seem near.
‘Tis best, I'm sure, to question less,
And trust in God to know what’s best.
To humbly take the Grace that He
Has purposed to enrobe for me.
And never question why that rug
Engenders thoughts of Jesus’ hug.”
watched Paul as Timothy unfurl'd the fleece,
And wrapped Apostle's frame in Savior’s Peace.


 


Human nature tends to cause us fix
Much thought and hope on such relics.
But thanks to God, whose graciousness
Overlooks our loathsome peckishness,
And hides from sight what we would fashion
Into idols and other faith-distractions,
‘twould blind us of our Savior's charge
To gospel spread, and kingdom enlarge.
Had Paul but only known this tale,
He'd surely have been first to rail;
Exhorting that much superstition
Dulls the church from its grand mission.
But ignorant of its storied past,
His virtue intact, Paul held it fast.


 


We cannot know that Cloak's last fate,
Of its final locale we must speculate;
Was it lost, destroyed, or stolen?
Misplaced, perhaps, or even chosen
For a diff’rent use, somehow still dear,
When Paul was killed and buried near
The place two Apostles both gained Heaven
And the church made grow by martyrs’ leaven
When Paul with Peter drew each last breath
And under sod, were laid to rest,
Did Caesar bless their death petitions,
And without intent endorse the Great Commission?
Was the King of King’s Coronation Gown,
In the end become an Apostle’s Burial Shrowd?


 




We oft can’t tell how God will show
His love for us, and we can know
In times of trial and great distress
How to behave with nobleness.
With hands of mud and feet of clay,
We often stumble on our way,
We doubt, we halt, we fear, we cow,
E’en Apostles stop and ponder how
A load so large and ponderous
Can still seem to us so marvelous.
Excruciating ecstasy!
We’re crushed by it so eagerly,
God’s Secret Counsel grant we bear
As well, a gift of Grace to wear.